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DREAM ONE: in order to get home, i have to cross this really long, really old, narrow rickety bridge. it's a suspension bridge that is so long i don't even see the other side. it's just old wooden slats and a single cable on either side. and there are a TON of other people already on the bridge. they're just hanging out, watching the whales in the river down below.

so i'm walking along as carefully as i can, scared out of my mind and really irked at all the people just chillin' having a good old time like the bridge isn't scary when they're making my trip across that much harder.

at some point along the bridge, i notice a trader joes. i say to myself oooh! and go in, shop, and then continue my way across the bridge.

FINALLY, i get across when i realize i don't have my trader joe's bags! i remember leaving them in the bathroom at the store (ew!) so i get back on the bridge, make my way back to trader joe's, find my bags, then make way back across. along the way i run into 2 people, one i'm still friends with and one i had a falling out with. but i managed to be polite to both of them.

when i woke up, i swear my heart was still racing from the fear of crossing that scary bridge.

DREAM 2 (a few nights after dream 1): i'm in my room and i guess i'm sick because a doctor gives me the option to have surgery to remove part of my intestines or something like that. i tell him i have to talk it over with my mom first. but i remember him being cute and i think i was flirting with him, and i remember thinking ot myself in my dream what an odd situation it was.

so then i go downstairs to another room to make out a list of pros and cons of the surgery and i decide to go through with it. so i go upstairs to tell the doctor and he tells me i'll be recovering for 4-5 days.

then suddenly, i'm at a design conference, where there's a really boring speaker. so i get up to go to the bathroom (why is this a recurring theme?) and as i'm making my way through the really large bathroom, someone yells, "so and so is speaking next and he NEVER gives speeches" i have no idea who this person is, but i figure it's important and turn around to make my way back into the room. and as i'm walking back, i keep finding money on the grass. just random bills every few steps. then i find more and more and realize they're 50 dollar bills and i'm just stuffing them into my pockets (i dream about this a lot too!) so i get back into the room and this famous dude i don't know is speaking and i notice the cute doctor there. but he has his baby with him. all this other stuff happens that i don't quite remember but it involves every other person in the audience getting sprayed with water.

then suddenly, i'm with a bridal party and i'm dressed in an ugly aqua gown talking to the other couples. one couple is my best friend and some dude i don't know, another couple i don't recoginize but in my dream i know them. and my date is PAT SAJAK!!!!! in my dream, pat sajak is my fiancee! i make some random comment about how everyone else is from new jersey. so pat and i are holding hands and smiling at each other. and in my dream i'm thinking about how lucky i am to be with pat and what a great guy he is etc. i even take pat by the hand to introduce to the cute doctor to make him jealous.

so everyone in the bridal party decides this design conference is lame and we go to a different bar to get some drinks. we all sit down on the patio of this restaurant when this young hippie girl runs up to us doing cartwheels saying we forgot about her and that it's her 21st birthday. and we're about to invite her to join us when i wake up.

so...what the heck does this all mean? besides that i'm crazy.