the title isn't very inviting, i'll admit. but it's kinda where my head's at. for a while now, i've been feeling so very uninspired. and restless.
i'm so sick of waiting to hear about what the hell is going to happen with patrick's job offer. until something does happen, we're stuck. in my parents' house. in my unfulfilling job. in this boring suburban town. it's driving me mad. i'm clawing at the walls trying to get out.
i'm ready to be making some real money, doing work i love, in a town with lots going on. i'm ready to make a home and start a future with my new sweetie.
i am so very sick of this place called limbo.
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I know a bit how you feel. I'm happy here, but I'm not happy in my job. I love the people I work with, but that's just not enough anymore. I need something with a spark, something that makes me feel more alive than my current zombie/sit at computer state.
Good luck, as Tom Petty says, "The Waiting is the Hardest Part!"
I think we can all relate at some point in our lives. I felt the same way before getting engaged and even while we were engaged and planning the wedding. I just wanted to start my life with my husband. I knew things would be so much better. And they are. But I think it is this way in part because I had to be patient for a long time. The reward will be so sweet for you. Plus, this may be the last time in your life that you will be this close to your parents. I'm not trying to be all chipper and look at the bright side lecture here, but hang in there. Try to see the enjoyable aspects of where you are. Try to enjoy every stage. Still, I know it's hard. Best of luck and CONGRATULATIONS!!!
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